K I N

Not once have I felt the touch of another like that of a KIN

The all embracing hugs and adorable kisses

The way they hold ultimate space for my tears…

Tears of the soul

Tears of sadness

Tears of darkness that need to be shed

Tears of revealing the stories, narratives and voices that are blocking me from having my TRUE VOICE HEARD

Tears of utter Bliss as we shed light on the dark

Tears of gratitude for jumping to the next level of Evolution

Tears of Laughter as I see how easy it was to release the dark through Vulnerability

Tears of Laughter because we see the cosmic Joke that Is this life

My Friends, it’s all one big Comedy

It’s one big Tragedy

It’s one big Play

Oh this Crazy existence

My Kin, My Chosen Family, My Mischief Makers, My Loves, I sing this Ode To You

It is because of You that I fly

It is because of you that I get out of my cage time and time again

It is because of you

It is because of you

It is because of you

You are my Saviors of the Highest Realms

You are my Angels Along The Path

You are my Kin

Words don’t come easy to me when I shut down

Words don’t come easy when I hide, isolate and have conversations with the voices in my head

Yet you help me Embrace the Voices, listen for a bit, then take two leaps back and observe them pass by on the Winds

You see Me

All of me

And love me still

You stand by my side

You give me a piggy back when I’m in the chasms alone

You bring your staffs of Light, katanas of unwavering Courage, and sick ass boots that will kick the demons in the butt when I’m barefoot

You find my light Warrior boots and humbly bow at my feet, give them a kiss and strap them back on when my strength dwindles

You whisper in my ears:

“Fuck the nose”

“Scream out the Anger unabashedly”

“Kick at the Darkness until it bleeds Light”

My soul sister Kin of ferocious self expression holds my hand as she picks me up and Shouts:

“Let that Shit OUT Girl. Let that shit out QUEEN! Shout. Kick. Scream! One two three… let ‘er rip”

With the Fire of the Tigress I kick, Bruce Lee Style, and yell words I’ve always wanted to

She says to me: “Can you do one practice for my babe: STOP saying Love + Light right before you’re about to say what you Truly wanna say? We all know you're committed to Love + Light and you ARE that. Yet you cannot authentically be that unless you face and embrace the dark… like the Yin + Yang, express All so that you are in Balance with the way this life exists.”

And so I do

I now see my kick ass boots ABLAZE and we Ninja kick all the way down the Cave together

At last we begin laughing as we start side shufflin’ and doing the most ridiculous dorky-fab dance moves… and like my boiiiyyeeee JC emerging from the cave, we roll back that freakin stone and reveal ourselves to the world, freshy fresh. The kind of fresh that only happens when we live through the dark night of the soul…

And like my OG peace maker, Animal Activist, and non judgmental hommie JC, I come and dance alongside the Avatars and Angels living by me, ever present

We may do a Dosey Doe with the Devil from time to time… the key is to then dosey Deuces outta that dance and side shuffle skkkeeerrrttt in another direction to boogie once more with my Alien Avatar Angel Kins… throw up the 2s- that happy peace sign to the Diablo and say “Biiiyyyyeeeeee!”

In conclusion to this Neverending Story, I give thanks to You my most Cherished Kin

I dig your style

I dig your soul

I just really freakin’ like you… for real, How are you so Cool?!

My Legends, Love Warriors of Truth, my steezie interplanetary Tennis Partners during the Trials + Tribulations, my Dancing Queens + Kings… Humbly I Bow to You

“Let it Out! You got this!”

“Let us commence to Rage, Rave, Create the Rainbow Beats that bridge the gap to Our Destiny”

Hand in Hand, Hoof in Paw, Wings in Tail, Hand in Paw, we go forth as ONE. One kingdom, one family, from flora and fauna, human and animal, stars and dolphins, we March on and begin the get down… even with our silly companions of dark, begrudgingly dragging behind… we give them a wink and high five… we got this one and all! We forge forward in the Yin Yang party parade. We transcend. We play in the 5D realm, and bounce between dimensional discos

With new found Courage to speak and shout it ALL, I gaze into the eyes of my Kin and let the tears of laughter and a mixed mocktail of misery Out. And now Know it’s Healthy to let them both flow

Flow baby FLOW!

And as I sit seemingly alone by the waters of the Baytrix, I feel my Ancestors embrace surrounding me, my Awakened Angels Wings, and my Kin… OH MY KINS… do I feel you more than ever

I vow to reach out and Receive your support when I’m in the dark

I Vow to live by your side

I Vow to be there for you when you’re down in the dumps of doodoo-tron-skidmark village

I vow to pick you up with every once of my strength when you have none

I vow to strap up your ninja kicks when your bare-feet are cold

I vow to be your Kin

I vow for you to be mine

I vow to make this day more dynamic that yesterdays

I vow to be awesome

I vow to “ DO THE T”

I make a Solemn Vow: “Let us PROCEED TO PARTY whatever may come our way!”

I got the sparkles, I got the High Vibes. And I ain’t scared no more to shout out the dark

Everybody’s gotta have a buddy

Everybody’s gotta have a crew

When I’m feeling down, I vow to lean on you

Give me your hands, since we be friends till the end

Our KINDSHIP is the Key

Our KINDOM is our Home

Our KINDANCE is our Beats

Sweet Baby JC in the Manger… by Merlin’s beard… goodness gracious great balls of fuego… my Cosmic KINS, I F*ing LOVE YOU

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In Homage to my Trifecta Cosmic Kins:

LomiLand King

Queen Hailix

KARABOODLE